STRESS

stress is, trying to churn out your part for your project in one night.
stress is, trying to finish your individual paper the next day.
stress is, having your presentation just two days after starting to write your part.

how did this happen?
where did the planning that i am so good at go?

too little time, all of us are struggling now.
time is ticking but yet, i can feel my mind does not work as well as before..
omg, is it something that comes with age?
or is it because of the cigarettes and alcohol i have consumed for so many years.

i need my mind back, not this useless thing that takes years to process sentences and statements.
but the mind that could remember everything i revised and regurgitate it effortlessly.