when things slow to a crawl..

time flies.

we're still doing ok, so i'm grateful for that.
sometimes we quarrel and argue, sometimes i feel suffocated.
but it's because i know you love me, i can live with that :)

i'm really trying very hard, it takes time, but i think we're making some progress.
thank you peewee, for loving zongxiang.

mommy is finally going on a trip, she deserves the break.
pity daddy didn't want to go, but it's ok, i'll try to make it up with dinner!

life's good, sometimes we should slow down and appreciate it.
because you only live once.

best wishes

memories are thoughts of what we had,
time passes without stopping and we should be glad.
good bye now for we may never again meet,
but when we do each other we'll greet.

best wishes and good luck in everything you do.
take care.

inner demons

tortured by my inner turmoil, the choice of revealing or not.
i have nt been able to bring myself to tell you what happened.

i am so so so sorry, but this issue has been giving me stress..
it is affecting me negatively but yet i cannot talk to you about it.
because i don't want to hurt you.

sorry

arhghghgh! i am so sorry!
:(

rectification.

ok, i think i've found some sort of drive to encourage myself to work harder.
although i may not appreciate your management style at times, i can feel how sincere you are, so i am truly grateful. thank you.

buddy bud, you smsed me that night, and i guess that's one step taken by you to salvage our friendship, but im sorry, maybe i just need more time.
when we last quarrelled, i was simply too disillusioned with being your bud.

and finally you!
you have been there for me!
my god, throughout my PMSes, my mood swings, my stress at work.
you have been there, even though you have problems at work yourself.
you have been patient with a difficult bf and i feel your effort.

i doubt you'll see this, because my blog is largely private.
but i hope that although words are unspoken, my actions will tell you that you're appreciated.
i believe in communication, but sometimes words unspoken until the final moment can be alot sweeter.

do you feel me?

work + school = stress

i'm not doing too well at work.
my delay has caused a major problem, tomorrow i'll have to go and rectify it.

i am demoralised, i am at an all-time low with work.
feels like a lot of people despise me, what should i do?

my exam is next week, i have no confidence at all, i fear the lecturer.
i screwed up my presentation.

give me strength, i am grateful that you are by my side now, thank you so much!
you're more important to me than you know. =)

At the very least...

...you're sincere, and you're nice to me
thanks for giving me this chance, and risking alot of other things

we will be happy!