inner demons

tortured by my inner turmoil, the choice of revealing or not.
i have nt been able to bring myself to tell you what happened.

i am so so so sorry, but this issue has been giving me stress..
it is affecting me negatively but yet i cannot talk to you about it.
because i don't want to hurt you.

sorry

arhghghgh! i am so sorry!
:(

rectification.

ok, i think i've found some sort of drive to encourage myself to work harder.
although i may not appreciate your management style at times, i can feel how sincere you are, so i am truly grateful. thank you.

buddy bud, you smsed me that night, and i guess that's one step taken by you to salvage our friendship, but im sorry, maybe i just need more time.
when we last quarrelled, i was simply too disillusioned with being your bud.

and finally you!
you have been there for me!
my god, throughout my PMSes, my mood swings, my stress at work.
you have been there, even though you have problems at work yourself.
you have been patient with a difficult bf and i feel your effort.

i doubt you'll see this, because my blog is largely private.
but i hope that although words are unspoken, my actions will tell you that you're appreciated.
i believe in communication, but sometimes words unspoken until the final moment can be alot sweeter.

do you feel me?