a fresh start and a beginning of a life together

applied for our hdb again today.

we may not have anything yet, but we have our feelings for each other.

yes we will start anew and leave the unhappiness from before behind.

i love you too.

history

it's time to let the past go.

being fair to you is being fair to myself.

yes you're right, we cannot change the past, avoiding it doesn't change anything.

it's time to be brave.

life is tough

surrounded by obstacles, life sometimes renders you helpless.

aims and goals, dreams and ambitions, sometimes are hard to achieve without sacrifice.

forgive me for being extreme, because i hope to succeed.

trust that i am doing this for us, and not for myself.

i will keep myself in check.

lingering uncertainty

once again, disappointment sets in.

have your fun, because you can't stop me from worrying.

be impatient, because i keep repeating myself.

i just don't want to worry, that's why i repeat myself.

wish i could feel more secure about the future, time to put my plans on hold.