Steps

is it time?
i'm sure you feel it too.

what will your response be?
i know now you've given it thought..

should i take another step?
and risk everything?

hmm.

should i?

it's so refreshing!
i haven't felt this way in a while.
you cheer me up like nothing else, but should i?
hmm.

it's a tough decision and choice, i need to think about it carefully.
but saturday was great!

thank you for the night.

first facial of my life

went for my first ever facial on tuesday with peewee!
it was great! haha
but we only arrived in time for the facial, didn't realise we could have enjoyed the spa as well!
damn.

anyway the facial itself was quite pleasant, except for the extractions..
haha i hope my complexion will improve now that i'm doing something about it!

tomorrow is friday!
gotta spend wisely, been over spending recently!
=)

lies.

in the beginning, there was a big lie.
at the end, it ended with another lie.

thank you for the memories.
but i think they were not from a dream, they were from a lie.

if only you weren't selfish enough to hold back details that would have liberated me long before today.
i walked out of it on my own some time ago, and i am now ok.
i thought i was paranoid, and i thought i was suspicious.

looks like i'm not. because but both times i was right.
are you finally convinced of why you always "claim" i don't trust you enough?

you were never worth it.

sorting.

sorting has begun at work.
hopefully it'll be done.
it's been bugging me for long enough.

and to you:
you shldn't have done what you did last weekend.
we cannot remain platonic anymore.
i'm sorry but i have to distance myself from you.
it's for your own good.

and another you:
should i or should i not?
should i risk?
is it too early?
hmm.
decisions. considerations.

bullshit.

looking back, it was all crap.
the future lies bright and promising.

life is a game.
time to play it right.

my health

i have grown increasingly weak.
my constitution is at an ultimate low..
food poisoning strikes me when i least expect it.
i need to improve my health, which is showing on my face.

take care of myself, so that i can take care of pple who need me.
work at it terence.

a wedding, a birthday and a sudden shock.

firstly,
sherine's wedding is today!!
congratulations sherine! =)
i can't wait to knock off and go to your wedding banquet!

secondly,
happy birthday to you girl,
i just hope you'll be happy even though things weren't what you wanted it to be.
plus you're going home soon so please take care and have fun at home!
=)

and lastly,
i have a freaking fat face.
wtf?
i need to stop the buffet shit, start jogging regularly and lose some bloody weight because my face is become a ball.

wake up terence lee, you need to lose weight.